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[everything]
02:05
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Silent Stories
03:04
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Face down on the asphalt
I can feel it in my lungs
And all that I ask you
is just leave me alone
I can feel it sinking in
Fraying out into the wind
Fake alarm and silent stories
I think about myself and how I can relate to you
Face down on the asphalt
I can feel it in my lungs
And all that I ask you
is just leave me alone
In a dream, everything was dark and calm
There was nothing
To hold on to, nothing to let go of
I can finally breathe
In a dream, everything was dark and calm
There was nothing
To hold on to, nothing to let go of
I could finally see
I can feel it sinking in
Fraying out into the wind
Fake alarm and silent stories
I think about myself and how I can relate to you
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3. |
Mostly a Disaster
02:51
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You can’t hurt me
As long as I am
The first to cut my skin
The first to drown in my thoughts
I can show you
The way the sky falls
Why can’t you fix me?
Why can’t I just kill myself?
You can’t hurt me
When I can’t hurt myself
You can’t drown me
If there’s no sea to swim
I miss the days
When no one knew me
Slice myself wide open
And let the light pour out
I hope some day
I’ll feel nothing
I hope that it’ll feel
Like falling out of love
You can’t hurt me
When I can’t hurt myself
You can’t kill me
If there’s no Heaven to see
I am a heart that does not forgive the skin
Will it always
Be so lonely?
You’re just a victim
Of my bad decisions
I can’t help it
When there’s two people
Living in my brain
Yeah, there’s always you
You can’t hurt me
When I can’t hurt myself
You can’t stop me
When I’m not scared to die
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4. |
Safe
05:10
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I can feel you slip away
When I begin to dissociate
Will I ever see you fly
When you keep your heart inside a cage?
What’s the point of all this noise
When we’re just screaming to the void?
Maybe one day we will be
More than just a hopeless dream
Will I ever see you smile?
Will we ever feel safe again?
[the way we fall out of love is like the unearthly glow of a quiet field under a new moon. it is so surreal, it is so beautiful, it is unlike anything that we will ever know. and maybe it will be our anxious minds and broken bodies that will bring us together, keep us from feeling the pain of another life torn apart, keep us from feeling the pain of another body that was lost to the call of sickness. yeah, the way we fall out of love is like the warm glow of a home with old friends under one roof, and it is this soft light that will carry us home, take us home, take me home. yeah, the way we fall out of love is like the unearthly glow of a quiet field under a new moon. it is so surreal, it is so beautiful, just take me home, take me home, take me home]
Do you wonder where I’ll go
When you’re the one I called a home?
You’ll never see me coming back
You pushed me out into the cold
Will I ever see you smile?
Will I ever see you fly?
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Lead us
To the courtyard
I want to recall
Where I first met you
Lead us
To the places
That I once called home
I can feel you there
Lead us
To the city
I want to drown out
All I used to know
Lead us
Through the darkness
And into the light
If you know your way
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Feel the footfalls underneath
Take them back to where we used to meet
I’ll wait for you
Let the raindrops scatter ‘round
The earth rejoicing in its sound
It’s waiting for you
But I can’t wait much longer
Now it’s all around
Now it’s all I’ve found
Dead bodies, all I fantasize
What’s yours could never be mine
Ghosts haunt me every single night
They swarm on without a fight
(Tonight)
Now it’s all around
Now it’s all I’ve found
I don’t know what I want
I don’t know what I need
I don’t give a shit
I can’t hear what you’re saying
I’ll blot it out
Like you taught me to
But it’s all in my face
And I don’t know what to do
Maybe burn it down
With kerosene
Maybe carve it out from
This hole in my being
I’ll pretend it’s gone
It won’t hurt me again
But the voice is here
And it’s creeping in
Now it’s all around
Now it’s all I’ve found
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6. |
[in time]
05:37
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