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Bodies
04:10
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I just want you out of my head
But that won’t bring you back from the dead
And what did you say?
That you’d never go away?
But what did you say?
That I could die today?
I just want you to haunt my dreams again
Before I crash my car off a bridge
And what did you say?
That you’d never go away?
But what did you say?
That I could die today?
And I cut my skin like paper
But please just let me take her
Back to my bed where we belong
We can spend all night singing this song
And maybe I’m not safe
And maybe I’ll die today
But I’ll let you go, okay?
So you can be someone else
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2. |
Again
02:00
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What's the point of all this killing time?
We're just blind for our selfish side
And in my mind I've flown away the last time
The snow is near
You told me once of your old friend downtown
Who led you down the street without a sound
And in your head, he's gonna let you drown
The water's clear
And, oh, that's what you said to me
And in our dreams there sits an endless sea
Close your eyes and breathe
Again
Your will is gone
Stripped away from your bones
The night is calm, go on home
Alone
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3. |
More Than Machinery
03:40
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Another year gone by
You are more than machinery
You woke in a hospital bed with tubes in your wrist
And you knew you’d never feel safe again
I used to cut my skin so I could feel alive again
But now I feel nothing when my arms are red
Subway stops flashing before your very eyes
Like your entire life has passed you by
I can’t make you call me by name
Just let me breathe ‘cause there is no pain like having a body
I can’t make you, make you call me by name
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)
Just tell me, tell me I’m the mistake that you made
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)
It’s only day three and I’m already making promises
To kill myself before the year’s done
I can’t make you call me by name
Just let me breathe ‘cause there is no pain like having a body
I can’t make you, make you call me by name
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)
Just tell me, tell me I’m the mistake that you made
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)
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4. |
Dancing with White Kids
04:47
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Trapped inside these walls
For another weekend night
I’m scared of the outdoors
These creatures in my head
You asked me out to the show
With the sixty shirtless white boys
Tuning their guitars
They ask me for my beer
I want to dance with the white kids
Please let me dance with these white kids
I want to be someone else
And maybe I’ll grow up
How many more times
Do I need to pierce my face
To be recognized
In this crowded place?
If I started dressing nice
And cut these cigarettes
Will I start to love my body?
Would I treat myself with care?
I want to dance with the white kids
Please let me dance with these white kids
I want to be someone else
And maybe I’ll grow up
I’ve spent my whole damn life trying to be like you
But maybe there’s something more to this
Could my body really be my own?
I’m so scared to find out
I want to dance with the white kids
Please let me dance with these white kids
I want to be someone else
And maybe I’ll grow up
You teach me to think like the white kids
Please let me speak to these white kids
Maybe I’ll realize
I don’t need to be like them
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5. |
11.08.16
03:51
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What did you think was going to happen?
It's all starting to catch right up with you
The wind is howling
And now I'm falling
Through the cracks and there's nothing below
I'll disappear
As soon as I got here
And everyone I love
Snatched out from underneath me
The world is setting on fire
I guess it doesn't matter
But does my life count?
Are you surprised?
Can you hear the past in my cry
And all the shit you caused
Will consume everyone I hold close
The world is setting on fire
I guess it doesn't matter
But does my life count?
I'll die
With my hands held high
And my heart will explode
With the force of a thousand souls
And I'll fly
Into the night sky
And I'll watch it all burn down
The world is setting on fire
I guess it doesn't matter
But does my life count?
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6. |
Bye
04:21
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How did I let this go by?
You’re all that makes sense here and now
What do you think when I say hi?
I got your name stuck on my mind
You cut my heart and bled it dry
But I won’t let this make me cry
I don’t want to see you
Don’t want to hear your voice right now
I don’t want to touch you
Just let me say goodbye
You let me right into your life
Cross my heart and hope to die
You are the drug that keeps me high
I’m not the boy you think I am
You cut my heart and bled it dry
But I won’t let this make me cry
I don’t want to see you
Don’t want to hear your voice right now
I don’t want to touch you
Just let me say goodbye
I don’t want to see you anymore
Can’t you see how much we fucking hurt?
Just stay away from me and watch me burn
And I’ll sleep alone with an open door
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My life sits in a tunnel
My heart fits inside a muzzle
My dreams, they light the furnace
My love lies under the surface
(Get me away) My life
(It's dark inside) This tunnel
(Ripped apart) My heart
(Locked inside) This muzzle
(Ghost in the hall) My dreams
(Filled with smoke) The furnace
(It’s dead and gone) My love
(Get me out) Lies under the surface
And the sky turned gray
As you walk away
Your smile creates the darkness
Your eyes pierce through the darkness
(It's killing me) Your dreams
(I died inside) The furnace
(It's dead and gone) Your love
(Without a prayer) Lies under the surface
And the sky turned gray
As you walk away
And I can't even taste the blood in my mouth
‘Cause I'm petrified of you
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8. |
Klonopin
04:53
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Here comes the moonlight
Let’s dance all night long to the tune of this drug
Here comes the darkness
Let’s drink ourselves dry ‘til we lay down to die
Just breathe, don’t think about that blade
Don’t listen, that voice it’s just insane
What are you gonna do? Just wait until it comes?
Before you panic, try taking this drug
Here comes the moonlight
Let’s party all night long ‘til we’re dead and gone
Here comes the empty void
Let’s rail some more lines, we do it all the time
Drink that beer, pop another pill
Don’t worry, it’s all just for thrills
Take another shot, it’ll numb the pain
Don't worry, it's all just for fun
Don’t think, don’t stop, just let it drop
Yeah, 'cause the voices will just never, ever stop
Here comes the moonlight, yeah
Here comes the moonlight
Let’s party all night long ‘til we’re dead and gone
Here comes the darkness
Let’s drink ourselves dry ‘til we lay down to die
Here comes the moonlight, yeah
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9. |
Wake Me Up
04:48
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Waking up next to you but it's not you
It's the ghost of your old self holding on
To you and me and everybody else
Why don't you go to sleep anymore?
You're awake when I'm asleep
And I want to dream
But you won't let me be so wake me up
Wake me up
I want to dream but you won't let me be
So wake me up
I want to dream but you won't let me be
Get the fuck away
I won't ever see you again
Not in my life
And I don't ever want to see you dead again in my life
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